so my birthday party was off tha chizang. kinda seemed like jimmy was trying to be tha center of tha attention tho. but i kinda expected that. and katie was being uber klingy. its like "duuuuude! back off!!" and she was totally pissing me off by talking about james like she did. and then tha dance didnt really go as planned, but it was amazing anyway. i had a blast and got some great memmories.

i still havent had a sing bite of cake, btw. at tha party or of my personal cake. not a single bite. and its chocolate! suprising, right?

so in tha end i ended up getting: a cross neclace from waynie; a zodiac neclace from nick, his wife, and foxxy; a stupid ugly cheap bag that he didnt even buy, and then he didnt even sign my card...from my father; a cute shirt from my dads gf; a bag of clothes that will never fit me (appart from 4 or 5 tops) from katie; bryanna got me something but idk what it is yet; john is still trying to get tha money to get me something that he sez will be super special (god he's so cute); and idk if my mom n pop got me anything-i told them not to but i told everyone not to and you can see how well that turned out so yah, we'll see.

so-just to keep you all updated-all tha guys i've talked to you about, i dont think i like them anymore. except john of course.
and so i kinda gots a crush on someone else now. its just a crush though. im not going t tell you his name, cuz you'll all be like "whaaaaat?" he's cool tho. he was at my party. he's funny and sweet and he actually dances!!! i just wish he liked me. i know he doesnt, i've told him i like him before and he didnt do anything. so yah, i kno he doesnt like me.

so yah.

i has found my new fava-fav singer. alana grace. i love her song 'obsession.' tha music video is totally tha future for me john n brittie. only you hav to add a brittie sitting on tha computer. but anyway- john is totally obsessed with video games and he gets totally zoned out so that wud be tha beginning-and then i get bored with trying to make him notice me and go make something chocolate and then he comes and eats it and still doesnt pay attention to me, and then returns to his video games-and brittie is now masturbating at tha computer XD-then i go and get dressed really sexy-like and he notices me and puts down tha cideo games and tries to get some, but im still pissed about him ignoring me so i shove a cupcake in his face-and then we laugh and make up-and then brittie turns around and sees me in a cheerleading out fit and john covered in cupcake and we're laughing our asses off and she backs away slowly, unsure of what to think. hehehe. totally perfect for us. lololololol.

but yah imma go watch a movie and wait for john to call.

love love!